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Mom passed away at 6:49 Friday morning. After being stuck in the same room with my sisters and Sarah’s boyfriend and only sleeping a few hours a night at best we were all grouchy and I felt like I was going to explode. I tried going out for walks around the Hospice house on their wooded paths, but the constant traffic just made the tension worse, so on Thursday afternoon I took a bus home, planning on returning the next day when our pastor was going up to visit. There hadn’t been any major changes with mom since they removed her from the ventilator and feeding tube the previous Friday and the doctor said she could hold on another week. I honestly think that her passing when I wasn’t there was God doing what was best for me, not only did I get back to the peace and quite of the woods and relieve all the built up tension, I was on the phone with the girls when mom was dieing and they said it was like watching our cats that had died, the spasms and gasping for breath, I don’t think I could have handled seeing mom like that so it was probably best I wasn’t there. I had said my goodbyes and told her it was alright if she went while I was gone, the only guilt I feel about not being there is that I wasn’t there to comfort my sisters. Mom was completely out of it the whole time we were there, her eyes fluttered open for a second a couple of times, but otherwise she showed no signs of being aware of anything or anyone who was around. Yesterday I was holding it together really well, focusing on the fact that she’s not suffering anymore, has been reunited with her grandparents and other family and that this parting is only temporary, we’ll see her again eventually. Then I tried to go to sleep last night, ended up falling apart crying and stayed up until after midnight until I was finally too tired to keep my eyes open any longer and was able to fall asleep before my mind had time to wander.  My body automatically wakes up around 8am so after being up for a while this morning I was still feeling exhausted and tried to take a nap and ended up falling apart again.


Okay, something less depressing, I’ve got the first chapter of my Lockdown story written and I think proofreading and getting it posted would be a good distraction. Before I can do that I need to come up with names for the steeljaws, any suggestions? I’ve got four of them, two males, two females that need names. Is it insane that I’m afraid of dogs, but like the steeljaws, as soon as I saw the steeljaw toys were available I squealed PUPPIES!!!! and ordered four of them and plan on designing a crocheted plush of them.
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Hot Bot in My Bed by Dragon-Star-Empress
Hot Bot in My Bed
On top of dealing with finals over the next couple of weeks I have to also make room in my house for all of the stuff out of my mom’s 15 by 15 foot, nearly full to the 15 foot roof shed so my sisters and I won’t be stuck paying for it for another semester and the only time we could get worked out is the day after my last final.  My spare room is already mostly filled with my stuff, so I’m trying to rearrange stuff, move furniture in my bedroom to make room to move my craft stuff in there so I’ll still be able to get to it after mom’s stuff is moved in. It’s pretty much physically and mentally draining to the point I just want to collapse.  I was moving my bed to make more room today and decided to take a picture of Kagerou while I had him uncovered, a nice little break from all the stress. Yep, I actually manage to squeeze in there and sleep between his chest and arm and keep the covers tucked in all the way to the top so I don’t fall off the front of the bed, but he’s so cuddly and comforting it’s worth it.
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New Clothes by Dragon-Star-Empress
New Clothes
One of my projects while I was visiting my family was to use grandpa’s color printer to make a couple new Transformers shirts and finally get my Drift skirt hemmed. One of the worst parts of making your own skirts is you have to have someone else pin the hem while you wear the skirt, if you want the hem to come out even, so my grandma pinned the hem for me, everything else for the skirt had been done since October.
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Dragon-Star-Empress
Elizabeth
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United States
Current Residence: Ohio
Shell of choice: Raphael’s
Skin of choice: Robotic, preferably Kagerou’s
Favourite cartoon character: Zoc, Megamind, TFA Prowl, Starscream, G1 Hot Rod, Raphael, VolFogg, Deckerd, Kagerou, Melan
Personal Quote: Ooh look more hot robots!
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Dex-n-Sassy Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Hi 

--Sassy
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SassyDragon18 Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Hello :)
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Jazzs-girl-4ever Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2015
:iconcheerplz::iconhappy-cookieplz: HAPPY [BELATED] BIRTHDAY Dragon-Star-Empress! :iconhappy-cookieplz::iconcheerplz::iconballoonsplz::iconcakepinkplz::iconballoonsplz2:


On behalf of :iconcybertronians: admin team, I wish you a very happy [belated] birthday!! :D

Hope it was amazing! :) I am very sorry for the late message!!
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Dragon-Star-Empress Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2015
Thank you. It was actually probably one of the best days I’ve had in a long time, pretty much all I did was sit and watch Brave Police J-Decker from midnight to midnight, nothing else special, but I felt more relaxed and at peace than I had in a long time.
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Jazzs-girl-4ever Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2015
:)
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PerceptorsFembot Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015  Student Artisan Crafter
hey hon' sorry my Skype died again XP
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Yak-Blithering Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2015
Happy Birthday!
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Dragon-Star-Empress Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2015
Thank you
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PerceptorsFembot Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2015  Student Artisan Crafter
I'm so sorry sweetie my Skype died and I can't get it back online. :( 
I wish you a good night and hopefully I'll be able to chat tomorrow. :heart:
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Dragon-Star-Empress Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2015
No problem, my computer was having a tantrum and freezing up around the same time too.
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